My husband is a heavy drinker and also takes cocaine, we separated after 15yrs of marriage as he got really paranoid and accused me if having an affair with his work colleague who I only met once, I’d never cheat on my husband ever, he then got violen with me and hold me by the throat, then he done all this in front of our kids, we were on track to get back together he pleaded with me so much as he loves his family more than anything I’ve just discovered he is taking cocaine again, my head is numb I cqnt think straight, please help me understand all this
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